YEs, the love that i want. I don't know what type of love that i really want.. I prayed to Allah to let me met this love of mine.. and guess what i had TWO......
Arghhh...!! I don't know whether i should say this is a good thing or a bad thing. One thing for sure is that, i am unaware of their true feelings. Seems like these two birds do not mind flirting with a mere sparrow like me.. Hahaha... (sarcastically).. The first bird said that it doesn't mind to marry me at all.. THAT is HILARIOUS in a CYNICAL kind of way... Did it not notice my Grey Patches... Did it not notice that i am not as COLOURFUL like the other birds...Moreover, this bird had NEVER SEEN me before... I had asked it what does it like about me... The ANSWER is NOT CONVINCING ENOUGH... in the end, i just left him hanging.. but i did not purposely do it.. it is the one that wants to suffer for the sake of love..
Another bird is kind of WEIRD.. I don't know whether it likes me or not but i had a feeling that it has. It shows its affections in a way that i can't help but NOTICE.... Hello, i think the flirtations are too obvious that EVERYONE can't help but notice.. Yes, i do had a slight feeling towards this cute little bird but i don't know why i am holding back.. Owh, yeah... I know WHy.... it never CONFESS to me that it is passionate towards me.. I am just GUESSING about this bird's emotion... i am not sure whether this particular bird has such emotion about me...
Either ways, i am INDECISIVE on whether to return the love of any of these two birds... I just don't know for sure... if any of them promise me a great relationship or not...
That's why I DON'T LIKE to have any BOYFRIEND (s) at the best of times... it will make you CRY, and sound DESPERATE... it will make you SUFFER and make you BLIND.... it'll make you want to LIVE FOREVER and it'll make you want to DIE right at the moment... and lastly, it always makes you feel SPECIAL and STUPID at the SAME TIME... If that is BIRD'S LOVE... i rather love my Allah... Yes, He did all the things that i had mentioned before... but only ONE special thing that any bird can't give and only my Allah can GIVE is satisfaction and serenity... i CAN DEPEND on HIM and i CAN ASK from HIM... He WILL GIVE me ANYTHING if i am good and loyal to him unlike any other birds... Apart from that, He can give me the best bird in the world to love and stay forever with...and i can't say a thing about it because He KNOWS WHAT'S BEST for me. To You, i give my life and to You, i will return... AMIN!!!!
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