How do you study?

Hi again...

It is almost the day of my important test but i still don't know how to study anymore... I don't know what i should do.. Last time i thought that all i can do is just open the book and read what is inside but i was wrong. I still don't know how to study at all. All i can do now is just do what i think is the best.. Sometimes i was thinking why am i here at the first place...Why do they send me here? Am i that good to be here... Hello.. this is Uni of Auckland for crying out loud.. where else in this world a student want to be rather than the top 50 university in the world? I want to be successful but i just don't know how and where to start... If i know how to study, you would not be seeing me writing this ground breaking news... "2toes doesn't know HOW TO STUDY!!!!" Arggggghhhhh! i feel so stupid right now compared to other people.. i don't want to be stupid but i was thinking that i am. Why do i need to study all these damn things that i don't know how to use or even have a slightest clue about them? All we need is to understand and incorporate them in our lives, right? So, why do we need assessment? Owh.... they want to know if i understand them.... but if i fail.... what do they do? they will say that "2toes... you FAIL!!' and that is the end of my motivational foundation to be a teacher.. A teacher should know something .. if she fail.. then.. does that means she can still teach? Tell me something about studying.. owh... it is just one of the obstacles that Allah is giving to me.. but Ya Allah!! please tell me what i should do? I really don't know a thing about studying? How did Ibn Sina study? How did Al-Biruni study? They study what they like right? I don't know whether i like what i am studying rite now... Arghhh... now i am tooooo damn lazy to write how i feel.. bye bye!!!! >0<